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Winning is re-titling failure Where has the money gone? Someone's knocking on the window, Do I answer or do I run? Expiration seeps out of wordless food Never nothing to eat, nothing's good Even cake is bland. And I see all the people smiling with their frowns Am I down? Down. I'm not superficial I'm alien, I'm invading your area Got a lion tatted on my chest Roaring with a fervour to fear, yeah Your partner can fill in the rest I'm rising from dirt, realizing my worth I'll pop myself before you understand Even cake is bland. It's so bland. I'm not superficial

Show me a river that wasn't made from my teardrops A natural river you'd be hard-pressed to find Try to hide it but, oh, there's so much pressure Sweaty-ass fingers, hydraulic mind And I find I'm falling through again And I find I'm waiting on you again I thought you were the love of my life I was so sad to lose you You are my fog on a rainy day I chose to fill them, you never made me meander A natural river runs through your mind I thought I saw some type of spark in your pupils But I've been thinking; I might just be blind And I find I'm falling through again And I find I'm waiting on you again I thought you were the love of my life I was so sad to lose you You are my fog on a rainy day I thought you were I thought you were I thought you were I thought I thought you were the love of my life I was so sad to lose you You are my fog on a rainy day

Night is too dark for the daytime And day is too light for the dark No one wants to be at the park in the dark. And no one ever says it I wouldn't dare Don't know where I'll be Don't know why I care. I been looking for where I belong I been looking for where I belong I wanna stop searching but I can't cease Jigsaw puzzle's got a missing piece. I feel the difference in the atmosphere I feel the earth's plates collide I feel like there isn't anyone on my side. I feel the sun burning my skin Like how the sun is burning itself within No one can notice 'cause it always looks the same. I been looking for where I belong I been looking for where I belong I wanna stop searching but I can't cease Acting like I'm some sort of purple beast I rat myself out for my own crimes I guess I just wasn't made for these times. I been looking for where I belong I been looking for where I belong I been looking for where I belong I been looking for where I belong.

I'm coming home for your love Who am I kidding? Fits like a glove; Me and the tendency to lose my love It's so fitting how each finger grooves into each hole And when I lose my mind And get old I won't care if I die alone Because I know the future's perfect if it happens how it was destined to. I know my shame like my left hand I wiggle every finger Glance to the right for a change Doesn't change what's wrong on the other hand I know my shame like my left hand I wiggle every finger Glance to the right for a change Doesn't change a thing I'm coming home for your love

How can one man be so blind? How can he see himself as a man? Stuck in our dreams, as you may see With both eyes tied to the tree of your mind. I can't stand to sleep in the dark What is all around me? I wish it was you, But you're transparent when I see. Do I really care for you, Or just what you think of me? And if I really care for you, Why do I pretend to see what you don't show? **** Stop You're teasing me With that fucking synth-y music I can't move my body to. Dancing never looks good to me It's just calculated wiggling I guess I'm just undermining. I'm just calculated cells and dirt I'm worth nothing of any worth In comparison the universe... ...What is the universe? ...Am I the universe??? I tried not to care But I stopped caring I tried not to share I started sharing When you let your hair down Anyone can cut it When you put your foot down How can I tell? Oh, dopamine You're not dope, you're just mean* Turning off and on again As if the sun rose once a week. Oh, moon Why are you out at noon? I don't know anything anymore I can't see the heart that's at the core Just a body And a hint of a smile. I've been on and on for a while So how was your day? The mess that is my mind The mess that's in my mind Running through my ears Into the years of peers Realizing all my fears. Some people just don't connect Sometimes the other party is a funeral. You're my universe Sit on a ten-foot pedestal Not that tall. It's not that full. But you got what I Think I want And I got what you see Superficial I'm superficial More than I say. I can't see the future, I can't see the past.

Monolithic skies Can you hear my cries? I strive for something more than me. Nightmares all the same Through the window pane Searching for the giving tree. Lie to me If you think it will save my soul Cry with me Before I grow old I want you here Do you want me here? I don't want to tear apart What, for once, hasn't disappeared. Opening up my mind Although I feel, inside, Broken, bent, and left empty But breaking open a jar with force Compels the captive to disperse Dragonfly, I've been set free. Lie to me If you think it will save my soul Cry with me Before I grow old I want you here Do you want me here? I don't want to tear apart What, for once, hasn't disappeared. Those lying dreams; Thunder in a can The nightmare seems As if it needs to tan Personify all my needs. Lie to me If you think it will save my soul Cry with me Before I grow old I want you here Do you want me here? I just don't want to tear apart What, for once, hasn't disappeared.

I'll save you if you want me to I'll die so your fears will be abdicated Cause I love you, I want you to know I will never be by your side again. Thought I was Him as a child But wine was out of reach, so far from the wild Thought I would go to Hell for not saving you from Hell But now I know As I grow I am far from that. I will send you out to fish for people People better than I Whatever you ask for You shall receive Forgive me, for I I'm not a good guy Do unto your friends As said by your soul And you will be whole You will fill the hole I have failed to. I'll love you if you want me to I'll die so your soul cannot be hated Your harvest is full, but your workers are few I always wanted to be congregated But that never happened and it never will That's okay, I won't cease and desist till You love your whole world.

When you first came I swore I'd seen you in my dreams Your lion hair curled above any graphic screen I've always had trouble being concrete Vast hoards of sugar barred its growth And so did I. "When I look in your eyes" was a line I thought cliche I'd never felt the gaze any other way But now I know the truth. Ciara, I don't know if you see it in between my teeth With remnants of a meal that didn't leave me satiated But I know what I know And that's only inside me Inside me. When you left I couldn't have any more dreams Though "nightmare" overstates what began to flow And I won't stand it if you go for another, Go for another time Because I know just what I know Ciara, I don't know if you see it in between my teeth With remnants of a meal that didn't leave me satiated Ciara, tremor awakes When I discern that your aura brings me high But I know what I know And that's only inside me Inside me. What's in you? What's in you? I just know What I know And that remains inside me Inside me.

Now and then I get a little insecure What am I doing this for? What am I doing this for? Now and then I get a little hard to reach Is it not enough I've learned? Or have I enough to teach? And every now and then I feel Every now and then I feel lonely In my room And every now and then I get Every now and then I get hungry And I see I ain't got no pressure on me. It's so hard to sleep 'Cause I'm so afraid I'll wake up again And I'll see the next day But I know deep inside I'll be okay forever With God by my side And you for the ride I have no fear And not one need to hide Cause I know deep inside I'm prepared for any endeavour. I ain't got no pressure on me Sometimes it's so hard To see the light on the bridge I close my eyes when I cringe Sometimes it's so hard But I'll make it, make it, make it It's easy to sleep I know I'm fine I'll wake up again And you'll be by my side When I don't think that I Will be okay never Though my mind can be mean It just knows what it's seen It's just scared for the future Just scared for this teen But the past is perfect, So the future is my hand on the lever I ain't got no pressure on me