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Radio Intangible
05:34
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I laid restless in my bed
As I watched the thoughts unsaid
Dance across my empty brain
A repentant truth remained
I was living life on mute
Playing myself like a lute
And, like a camera flashed my eye,
I felt lifted to the sky.
But I’ve got to get some sleep tonight
Another day, another sight
Wake up early when it’s bright
Another chance to make this right
And you can’t take my life away
I was going to make a change
Oh, what will my mother say?
Can’t you wait another day?
Give me the light
Give me the dark
Give me the news
Give me the truth
Give me the light
Give me the dark
Give me the news
Give me the truth
I stood helpless in a box
I was laid down and detoxed
I was picked at like a frog
I was beaten like a dog
I was sent down a new man
Oh, Lord, I’ll do what I can
I will live my very best
Once I get some fucking rest
Oh, I’ve got to get some sleep tonight
Another day, another sight
Wake up early when it’s bright
Another chance to make this right
And you can’t take my life away
I was going to make a change
Oh, what will my mother say?
Can’t you wait another day?
Give me the light
Give me the dark
Give me the news
Give me the truth
Give me the light
Give me the dark
Give me the news
Give me the truth
Give me the light (gotta have something)
Give me the dark (better than nothing)
Give me the news (gotta have something)
Give me the truth (gotta have nothing)
Give me the light (gotta have something)
Give me the dark (better than nothing)
Give me the news (gotta have something)
Give me the truth (gotta have nothing).
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They won’t find me underground
With all this drip-drop all around
As the bombs go off outside
I know they won’t hear me cry
Oh, the sewer, what a great disgrace
A fear my nightmares couldn’t face
A hundred cans of beans by my side
Yet only eight of these baby wipes
These robots have taken over my world
Yet I’m sitting here thinking
How do I talk to this girl?
So I could say “I love you” in Spanish
You see, I think she had a glitch
A flawed, almost human itch
She’s just like you and me
Fluent in Spanish and binary
And she’s keeping me company
She’s gone rogue, no interest in mutiny
An artificial intelligent love
Sent down from the chaos above
I’ve been dreaming of a wedding
But how do I change the language setting?
So I can say “ I love you” in Spanish
I don’t know how to say “I love you” in Spanish
If she’s single-arity I’ll never be circuit bored
She’s taken my mind off the end of the world
Transhumanist lover sent to me by the Lord
I tried to take her top off but I think I hit a cord
Was she programmed to incite these feelings of love?
No, she’s more than just my Doomsday white dove
I’m obsessed
I don’t know how to say “I love you” in Spanish
I don’t know how to say “I love you” in Spanish
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My love was like no other love
I had to push, I had to shove
To keep this love here in my life
And now it cuts just like a knife
You said you weren't happy here
How could our love just disappear?
Can you feel it in your core?
Why don't you call me anymore?
And now my eyes are getting sore
I cry and fall down on the floor
You never call me anymore
Why don't you call me anymore?
I look down and my shoes are red
My memory fills me up with dread
Why did you walk out of my door?
You never call me anymore.
I couldn't put that shit behind me
Your family wants them to come find me
I'll be here when they bang upon my door
You never call me anymore
You never call me anymore
I didn't mean to turn you off
At least not in the literal sense
But you wanted to move on
And, of course, I took some offense
I couldn't put that shit behind me
Your family wants them to confine me
I'll be here when they bang upon my door
You never call me anymore
Why don't you call me anymore?
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Do you really understand
The pain and strife of a mortal man
What it’s like to truly be all alone?
In outer space all by yourself
Wish you could be anywhere else
Find a tempo you could call your own
And I’m not the man you think I am
I’m taking over this shit, that’s my master plan
And your love ain’t enough anymore
You said “I don’t usually talk to men who leave the toilet seat up
But you’ve made me change my mind”
I’m generally anxious and surgically depressed
With you, I'm less inclined to cross the line
That’s the intention, intention
It’s too stupid to mention, to mention
Are these thoughts intrusive
If they aren’t really thoughts of note?
Why is “half-empty” pessimistic
When the other half is down my throat?
My therapist says to drive forward on
The road ahead and don’t look back
But what the hell am I to do?
The road ahead is a cul de sac.
I was like “I don’t want to fall in love, I just want to dance”
“I’m sick and tired of this life, I just want to dance”
But that’s the intention, intention
It’s too stupid to mention, to mention
That’s the intention, intention
It feels stupid to mention, did I mention?
I think I did, I think I did
But I'm not the man you think I am
Because I'd pack it all up in a U-Haul van
If I found a tempo I could call home
Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night
Take everybody at the party and you’re doing it right
Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night
Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night
Saturday night
Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night
“I don’t want to fall in love, I just want to dance”
“I’m sick and tired of this life, I just want to dance”
“I don’t want to fall in love, I just want to dance”
“I’m sick and tired of this life, I just want to dance”;
It’s a blessing
It’s a curse
Don’t get me started on taxes
“I don’t want to fall in love, I just want to dance”
“I’m sick and tired of this life, I just want to dance”
Though I’m not the man you think I am
If I am misunderstood, it’s by my own hand
The one thing I always hide is my true soul.
“I don’t want to fall in love, I just want to dance”
“I’m sick and tired of this life, I just want to dance”
(But that’s the intention, intention)
(Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night)
(It’s too stupid to mention, to mention)
(Take everybody at the party and you’re doing it right)
(That’s the intention, intention)
(Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night)
(It feels stupid to mention, did I mention?)
(Feeling good and feeling haughty on a Saturday night)
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5. |
Wrong Time To Panic!
03:08
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She picked the wrong, wrong time to panic
Sadder songs tend to make her manic
She was hoping he'd come around earlier
She was pacing at the top of the stairs in her head
She drops her standards in the light of limerence
Regretful, but it helps emphasize her indifference
Too bad that part came at the end, she worries it was all pretend
You've really got to get that fix out your mind
You've really got to starve habits down behind
Every time you get another, you just feed it still.
Audrey II leeching off her neck (Bites her fingers)
An illusion of a smile, courtesy of Quentin Beck (The feeling lingers)
And a cadaver's looking down from below the grave!
Am I digging the sky? Am I really that depraved?
Or am I n-o-v-e-l? I can't tell
I've really got to get that fix out my mind (yes, you do)
I've really got to starve habits down behind (yes, you do)
Every time I get another, I just feed it still.
I've really got to get that fix out my mind
I've really got to starve habits down behind
Every time I get another, I just feed it still.
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You should let me be your boy
Where do I sign to be employed?
Around the time we met, I'd lost all hope to love again
Now I find an ounce inside, what do I do then?
If you let me be your boy
I'll send my whole being as an envoy
The freedom in your eyes reflects the fact of my life-lime
I'll tell them both I'll do my best to not fuck up this time
There's something about you that would make me want to give up infinity
I want you to be with me
Side-by-side inextricably
A strawberry on Newton's cradle
I'm on the front page, if you're willing and able to
Find me, I'm easy
I'm right here
You should let me be your boy
At this point, I know you're annoyed
No more skipping through wanted ads or
Trends that turn out to be fads, at last
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7. |
Not Your Man
03:42
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You screw your face
You think I’m out of place
But it’s you, yeah it’s you, yeah it’s you
Jealousy
Don’t have a thing on me
We both know who he really loves and it’s not you
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he was looking at me through the window
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he's not your man
He looked at me
And it was fate
Your dog days
Are far too late
You can scream bow wow
But he likes my meow
And I’m sleeping in his bed tonight
While you’re on the ground
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he was looking at me through the window
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he's not your man
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he was looking at me through the window
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he's not your man
And maybe one day we can
Drink from the same bowl
And maybe one day we can
Snuggle when it’s cold
But right now, this is war
What I’m fighting for
Is his love
Is his love
Is his love
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he was looking at me through the window
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he's not your man
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he was looking at me through the window
Maybe he didn't want to be lonely
Maybe he's not your man
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8. |
Excavate My Heart
03:32
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Bite my neck, let it bleed right out
Now we’re slipping on the floors
Go through hell, you say “come out of your shell”
And then what? Get into yours?
I’m crying
I’m dying
Can’t you tell?
I’m bleeding
I’m pleading
Oh what the hell
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
When the sun rears his face, how far will you fall?
Break me down just for the thrill of it all
There’s a hole where your name was writ
Excavate my heart
Around my neck just like a noose
You burn like hell when it breaks loose
Where were you when I needed you?
I needed you, I needed you
I’m crying
I’m dying
Can’t you tell?
I’m bleeding
I’m pleading
Oh what the hell
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
Oh what the hell
(Hell breaks loose)
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Man of Kleenex
03:12
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You know I’m not perfect
I could be better
But this is worth it
If it means we’ll be together
I have a right to be angry
When you leave me out of your life
I’m not Superman
I could be stronger
You know that is a fact
Wish I had x-ray vision
Instead I wear contacts
You’re my Kryptonite
Wait, is that a bad thing?
I’m not Superman
Smallville don’t need me
Neither does the city
I don’t have the power
To catch you, falling down from the tower
I’d turn the world for thee
If I could, if I please
I’ve got you, but who’s got me?
My own Lex Luthor
Pays me minimum wage
I could only dream of
Making the front page
I’ve no Jimmy Olsen
But I’ve got Lois Lane
Though I’m not Superman
I’m not Superman
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Daffodils
03:11
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There’s nothing like the daffodils
To keep you in your dreams until
You fall into another
There’s nothing like a loving hand
Who cares and feels and understands
When your head feels-a-smothered
Why can’t we go on
Without the weeds growing in the way?
Why can’t we go on
Without worrying about our next day?
There’s nothing like the daffodils
To hug you when you’re dressed to kill
As fervent as can be
There’s nothing like a dripping cone
As your mouth swells up with foam
Those funny allergies!
Why can’t we go on
Without the wind blowing in the way?
Why can’t we go on
Without worrying about our next day?
Daffodils will love you if you don’t love yourself
Daffodils will fill you with good fortune and good health
Daffodils are with you from the morning to the night
Daffodils will permeate your sight.
There’s nothing like a stinging bright
Cold in the morning and the night
Fold purple and rejoice!
Laying down, you feel the touch
And nothing can compare to such
Why can’t we go on
Without the weeds growing in the way?
Why can’t we go on
Without worrying about our next day?
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, daffodils
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, daffodils
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, daffodils
Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, daffodils
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I am a man of conviction
Your love was my addiction
But I just had to let you go
I tried to take it the high way
Instead I did it my way
No one would help me write my show
We first crossed paths in an alley
A strange feeling of uncanny valley
I touched his face, no mirror there.
I swear he looked just like me
Weary eyes with a dimming light, he
And I both had dreadlocked hair.
We’re stuck in this zombie town
With no graffiti on the walls
Both got called the N word
At the Walmart by the shopping mall
We talked and passed an apothecary who
Says this potion bears the will to be
Elkton’s kinda shitty, honestly.
It’s either fear or anger
She ignored me when I rang her
And nobody will hire me
Well, I did get a job at Chipotle
But who wants to work at Chipotle?
I need to move away, immediately
Our house is under foreclosure
Dad got laid off in October
Mom left to get back years bygone
My cousin Jamar saw his last day
Pigs blew down his house of hay
Maybe that wolf just wanted sugar after all
And that magic wizard man
Selling potions from his van
Seems more tempting every day
As my will starts to slip away
Maybe it won’t
I must have looked so weathered when I
Ran into my clone, he looked better
Buzz cut and a bindle, said a leap of faith could soothe our souls
I turned away and I hesitated
I couldn’t bear a life belated
He went on his way alone, Russian roulette has but one goal
Concoction by my bedside, finally I feel right at home
The wizard man gets half my paycheck, next week he might get some dome
Car repossessed, but I was never one to live materially
Elkton’s kinda shitty, honestly.
I'm reclusive in this lovely town where
Thin blue lines adorn the school
Heard that the KKK
Agreed to fund the nearby pool
Does water really cost that much?
Why do they stare? I’m simply trying to be
Elkton’s kinda shitty honestly.
It’s either calm or depressing
I try to make the best of it
I take an aerosol can
I leave my name, they throw a fit
Blessed a cop car with pastel pink
And this is the thanks I get?
What the shit?!
My old friend from long before, he says he’s doing better now
He’s got a home, real good job, the glass ceiling's as cracked as the book allows
A pig rolls out the mud, takes my elixir, moves me into a new apartment for free
Elkton’s kinda shitty, honestly.
Rebel flags are fading but the flagpoles are still here
The thin blue line’s a lynchpin drawn from Emmett ‘till Amir
Their ship has long been sailing, but our ship’s long past sunk
They left us spare parts in the trunk
Let’s make some new shit from that junk
Pastel punks
Pastel punks
Pastel punks
Pastel punks
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12. |
Touchless...
04:05
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Touchless
The freshest snow
Sits weightless
On the early road
Hopeless
For you to try
Elopeless
Yet you wonder why
'Cause in the fall I'm waiting
And you're not around
I'm not so special
Who do I think I am?
A lion waiting to be tamed
In the kingdom he thinks he rules
Who really deserves to be understood?
What makes me think my smile is Hollywood?
Take off those rose-colored shades, now ain't that cool?
'Cause in the fall I'm waiting
And you're not around
I'm not so special
Who do I think I am?
Bye, bye, baby
Bye, bye, baby
Bye, bye, baby
Bye, bye, bye
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13. |
Jesus is a Black man
06:07
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Honestly
I worry that I ruined your life
I showed you love
And then I took it away
Initially
Singularity was like a womb
Our higher power was born from that energy
Just like the love of money
Is at the root of all evil
Panic
Lies at the root of all failure
A ghost haunts my mind
Every second of every day
So take this song as you would Glossolalia
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Quite frankly
I tried to call you a little while back
Just to tell you
You still have my heart
But honestly
Why would you want to hear that?
When we still
Exist apart?
Just like the love of money
Is at the root of all evil
Fear
Stands at the root of all anger
A ghost haunts my mind
Every second of every day
At every turn
So I don’t turn.
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Jesus is a Black man
God is a metaphor
Every second of every day
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